this song makes me laugh (it's on this month's Journey's cd...very fitting for Valentine's Day):

14 people in the club
Ima robot with no love?
Backstage she came rolling up
She said, "Do anything and I love ya."

Well, there must be a mistake
Girl, you're way too hot
You could make a million dollars with the face you got
Don't you know my last number was a flop?
She said, "Do anything and I love ya."

Well, I don't do love letters
I'm no good with flowers
If I forget your birthday
Will you still love me?

Well, what are the odds of
One true love?
You say "high"
But I have my doubts

What are the odds of
Me letting you down?
Please don't cry; it's just your love
It creeps me out

Now she can't stop from loving me
Making me food, touching me
I told her, "I ain't got money on me."
She said, "Do anything and I love ya."

Yeah, I know your mom makes fun of me
And you caught your best friend under me
I guess this means you're done with me
She said, "Do anything and I love ya."

Well, I go out all hours
You get strange phone calls
I'm so A.D.D. with you
But you still love me

Well, what are the odds of
One true love?
You say "High"
But I have my doubts

What are the odds of
Me letting you down?
Please don't cry, it's just your love
It creeps me out

You're creeping me out

She don't screw my friends
And she cleans up my house
All of this love girl is creeping me out

haha. I told Jessi, who came in to see me today, that for Valentine's day I was going to go buy myself chocolate and then come home and watch Fight Club and crochet. She thinks I'm weird. I think it makes perfect sense.

I feel really bad for my manager. His mom recently passed away, and obviously...ow. I never know what to say in situations like that, what's ok to say and what sounds stupid, and I just...I see how broken he is about it, and I realize that if I was in the same situation I would probably be worse off. It makes me realize that he's closer to my age than I normally think of him as (I'll admit, I look up to him and ask him advice on a lot of stuff, I consider him a really close friend even if he is my manager), and that he probably thought he had another good 10-20 years with his mom, if he thought about it at all. Who thinks about that? It's sad, and it makes me want to hug everyone I care about.